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Post by victoria hope jean on Feb 1, 2013 19:54:01 GMT -5
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I think it's safe to say that I hate this place. According to my parents, it's supposed to help me feel better. It's supposed to help get rid of my hurtful thoughts and become a normal person again. But so far, it's done nothing. It's like they don't care, I could still do it and they wouldn't even bat an eyelash. But.. the good thing is, at least I'm away from Houston for a while and the ones that hurt me. Maybe it will help a healing process... If I think it will. [/style] [/sub] |
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Post by victoria hope jean on Feb 7, 2013 20:49:28 GMT -5
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I found out who my new roommate is. And needless to say, stuff went down.. Izzy, IZZY is my new roommate. What happened that caused her to think this way? I never thought that she would be here, she was always the normal one.. I wasn't. This isn't fair to her, she shouldn't be here.. but she is. Is it selfish that, in a way, I'm glad she's here? Because now, I'm not so alone here, I have someone that I'm close with here.
Maybe with her here, I stand a chance. She seems to believe that I belong here. Well, maybe not here at Pinewood, but in this life, you know? Because my attempt failed, she believes that that happened for a reason. I don't know if I believe that, but I mean.. right now, I'll just have to deal with the fact that I'm here and pray that those memories go away. Especially now that I'm away from all of that. I know I'll never go back to Houston either way, so maybe it'll work. Even though I doubt it, I have those thoughts everyday. I always will, I believe.
Whatever.
- Hope
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