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Post by maxwell ralph sheppard on Feb 14, 2013 13:24:45 GMT -5
 i feel a need to right her a letter.....i have a child...its strange but i like the feeling?
my grasshopper,
please don't hate me for what i had done to you that night. i did it for you. horrible excuse but deep down i love you. somewhere down in my cold cruel heart beats a love for the beauty within you. i wanted to push you to hurt you to get you to see that i'm not the guy you thought i was. now that you know who i am, i'm scared and afraid and i want to take what i did back. we are going to have a child together, and you know i can't not help. if i left you alone, i'd be worse than my parents. they at least raised me, even if it was a shitty way. you know i'd never hurt a child especially my child. i've told you about my mother and father. about how i hated what they were. why would i turn into them? i was worse when i hurt you but i'll never hurt our baby. please forgive me for that. i didn't use you, you might not remember but to me that wasn't sex. to me that was the one and only time i have ever made love with a woman.
your maxamillion
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