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Post by franklin dean dennis on Feb 14, 2013 13:06:24 GMT -5
abi's here...apparently she didn't get abducted by aliens. i feel horrible about what happened..what i did. i did it! it was all because i wasn't there. what do i do? do i just sit here and cry or do i try to make up for it. it's hard to look at her and not feel all those feelings i felt that day boil up. i can't get the image of my parents disappointment out of my head. but i can't tell her why i'm here. my parents can't tell her. if she knew i hurt others, even if they want it. she just can't.
i can tell her i'm a schizophrenic and have major delusions...i can make the aliens and robots thing work for me. even if they are so real and it will happen. but i need her to trust me because without abigale...i'll never get better.
franklin dennis
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