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Post by august carson peterson on Feb 12, 2013 15:17:35 GMT -5
it's ana bitchez. yeah i'm writing in augusts journal. why not? i don't care if ant is all 'we have to hide this from him.' blah. blah. blah. with this said, i had those thoughts again. and i'm probably going to rip this up because i know why ant wants to protect august and guess i can help. i dont want him to go crazy, then i might get crazier to kind of counter that. or if he embraces his inner crazy, i might just...disappear.
i'm afraid of disappearing but thats normal. even if to him i dont exist anyway. kind of a sad fact but one i have to deal with. i was writing here because i need to get over these feelings of harming people. harming myself hasn't worked as well as in the past. plus august is bound to ask questions about how these bruises appear on his skin.
<3 anastsia this is ripped out of the journal
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Post by august carson peterson on Feb 14, 2013 13:43:27 GMT -5
theres a riped pag of my jornal and i fond the pieces. when i tried to piece them together i saw words like bruses and harming people. i fond new bruses when i woke up after that...after apparantley writing these words that i cant remember. am i gong insane? whats wrong with me? why do i have bruses and why does this all not make sense.
sam i am got lost today in the library but thankfully i fond him.
aggy
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