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[abigale rose dennis]

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February 6, 2013

This place is like a prison. I thought I was free of any kind of bondage when they found me, when they took him.. but I'm not. Mother believes that this place will help me, that I'll be her Abi again, but what she doesn't realize is that that Abi is gone. That Abi left the day that she was taken. The memories will still haunt me, and I'll never be the same. I just want to go home.. Why did she send me here?

I guess she just can't handle her wounded little girl anymore, and I don't blame her. I'm different, I'm not normal. But.. I haven't been around family for too long, that's all that I need right now. Not medicine, not therapy. Just family, but I can't have that. I wish I could.. maybe then I wouldn't feel this way.

xoxo,

Abi

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February 15, 2013

So, I finally saw Frankie. I knew he was here, because of course mother told me that she would be sending me to the same place that he had gone to.. In all reality, it didn't take that long for us to find each other, since I haven't really been here all that long.. but it was weird seeing him after all this time. We're both so different now, because of what happened. I can only hope that our bond, our relationship hasn't really changed.

He blames himself for what happened. He thinks that I hate him and that it's all his fault that Peter got his hands on me. Sometimes, I blame him too. Because if I hadn't been alone, maybe that wouldn't have happened. But.. Peter had told me that he'd been watching me, so it would have happened any way. I so badly want to hug him and just let it be like old times again, but it's hard.

He promised that he would never leave me again. That I would never be hurt again. It makes me feel a little better, but it doesn't help the paranoia that something bad will happen, or that Peter will come back into my life. One can only hope for the best though..

At least I have my brother back.

xoxo,
Abi

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