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Post by eli yi-min jiang on Mar 8, 2013 3:25:34 GMT -5
Eli swore Kai was asleep, he swore it. But then again, how reliable was just looking at a person and being able to tell they were asleep? Not very reliable. So it it shouldn't have been such a surprise. Part of it, was that Eli needed to convince himself that Kai was asleep, because then it was easier to tell him. If he believed there was a possibility Kai wouldn't hear him.
Eli didn't think he could do it facing that other, looking him in the eyes. He'd crumple with worry. He didn't want to see Kai's reaction if it was a bad one. Luckily it wasn't, and luckily Kai loved him back. It would have hurt Eli more if he had to pretend like nothing happened, as if he didn't feel this way for Kai.
When Kai spoke Eli was startled, his eyes widened and he looked at the other. It scared him to know Kai was awake, and heard it all, yet it was comforting. He didn't know how to feel, all he could feel was nervous. But his touch calmed him down, and then Kai said he always loved Eli, and the sandy blondes heart soared. He blinked, a small laugh escaping his lips. A shocked, but happy laugh. He could feel the tears filling up again, but this time happy ones. When Kai apologized Eli laughed and shook his head. "I..I was afraid too...I should have said it sooner.." If he had, then they wouldn't be just admitting it now.
Then the kiss happened, and Eli melted once more, his heart racing, but he wasn't scared to kiss back, no he kissed back all right. And he didn't hold back. He didn't know much about kissing, but it was as if all this emotion, and his love for the boy guided him. He kissed back with just as much force as Kai did, and it was pure bliss. Eli's hands started to move, one touching Kai's neck, moving to his face, the other moving to Kai's waist, pulling their bodies closer together. Where this more dominant, more mature Eli came from? Who knew, but Eli didn't mind. He wanted this kiss, and he wanted nothing but it.
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Post by kai hyun park on Mar 8, 2013 3:36:29 GMT -5
Eli was surprised but Kai wasn't. The boy had expected him to be asleep and now he was awake enough to admit all of this right back to him. Anyone would have been caught off guard by that. Kai was fine with it and slowly said what he needed to say... What he had been waiting to say for the longest time. It seemed like an eternity but finally it was here.
Eli seemed happy to hear it which was always a good thing but Kai had been guaranteed that after Eli's confession. If the boy liked him then he had no reason to not want to hear what Kai had to say. It was like a safety net in a way. There was no chance of this going badly and that made it so much easier for Kai to tell Eli what he had always wanted to tell him.
He was right. They both should have said something sooner. Thinking about it now, it was silly really to have held back for so long but it was hard to know how Eli would have reacted. Kai had been so sure that the boy wouldn't handle the news so well but right now he seemed perfectly fine and it was like a weight had been lifted and everything just seemed that much better.
Eli kissed back and it felt amazing. It was what Kai could only dream about but the boy was kissing back. It still felt surreal but it was an amazing feeling. It was clear now that Eli did feel the same and that he did want him too but this was all a lot and Kai had been waiting a while for this.. Eli was being more dominant and that turned him on. It was different and new and hot.. And all of this kissing was sparking up a few mental images in his mind of what he wanted to do. It was near impossible to not be turned on by him. Kai shifted a little, his jeans feeling a bit too tight but he didn't care right now, he just didn't want this to stop.
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Post by eli yi-min jiang on Mar 8, 2013 4:01:58 GMT -5
It was as if the sweet innocent Eli was bottled up and locked away, and out came this new, and stranger Eli. He seemed so much older But he couldn't help it! his mind went crazy with blissfulness. He was just so happy. Kissing Kai was, well it was pretty damn amazing, and highly addictive. So many times after their first kiss had Eli felt the urge to kiss him more. Every time Kai's face was close to his. It was a damn tease, but you could call that payback.
Eli was surely a tease to Kai himself, And the boy just realized it after he found out the older boys true feelings. All the touching, and hugging Eli did, it must have been torture! These feelings were new, and oh so intense, but Eli went with them, they were natural to feel, not wrong or abnormal. Only human. That;s what he was, human.
Eli's heart was racing now the emotions running wild. His hand moved from Kai's face, to his hair, playing with it softly as they kissed. He felt Kai move, and automatically reacted, putting their bodies closer together again. And then he felt it, and well..it wasn't something Eli was used to. He gasped an pulled away from the kiss, catching his breath as he did so. "Did...did I do..." He let out a small giggle, but it wasn't a cute one, it had a more deviant hint to it. A blush coated his cheeks. "Oops..." He whispered against Kai's lips, before reattaching them. Pushing closer to Kai. And well feeling that made Eli's heart beat, and well he felt a little proud of himself. Not knowing all that he was capable of. He could feel his own jeans get tighter, and it was shocking, but he went with it. Everyone had boundaries, but it seemed as though Eli;s hadn't been reached just yet.
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Post by kai hyun park on Mar 8, 2013 5:11:19 GMT -5
This new Eli was amazing. The one from before was great too. He was sweet and innocent and always smiling and happy but this one.. This one was sexy and hot and fun. This one was turning him on much quicker than usual and with far less effort. Kai loved both these sides of him though. He loved all of Eli, no matter what he was like.
Kai had thought a lot about this. He had thought about all the things he wanted to do to Eli. The how and when and where. Every single details was imagined up in his mind and although he had his chance now, he still held back a little. He was kissing Eli but he didn't try to do any more than that. Part of him still wasn't sure just how much Eli could handle but the boy was definitely driving him crazy by being so hot right now.
The older boy was almost helpless in this situation. He couldn't help but moan a little when Eli's hand moved to his hair. He liked that a lot. His own hands was on Eli's body, not wanting to go too far but still managing to sneak in under his clothes to feel that smooth soft skin.
Eli moved over again when Kai shifted, a natural progression but it meant that he would be aware of Kai's current situation and he was and he stopped. Kai was just slightly disappointed. He wanted to keep going. Eli seemed amused by it but Kai wasn't. He wanted to keep kissing him. For a moment, Kai wondered if Eli would stop but he didn't. Surprisingly he kept going and Kai was grateful for it.
Kai had his hands on Eli's back, pulling him closer, wanting more but knowing he probably wouldn't have it. He didn't want to push too far but at the same time, he really reeally did want to keep going. Eli was clearly getting turned on to and still he wasn't stopping this. Kai didn't want to say a word. He just kept kissing him, a hand sliding down from his back to his ass. Damn this felt good.
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Post by eli yi-min jiang on Mar 9, 2013 0:57:02 GMT -5
Eli had always thought that you could only be one way, but this had proven him wrong. He was still innocent cute Eli, but it was as if he leveled up, or evolved. He added onto his character by doing this. He wasn't just sweet, cute Eli, he was sweet, cute, and sexy Eli. All things were possibly to be at the same time. And though it scared him slightly, it made him feel happy. He felt older, and proud.
Eli was much different than Kai. He never though about these types of things, and didn't watch anything with it. If he did, he usually zoned it out. It wasn't that he didn't like it, or didn't want it, but he never really learned about it. He grew up with highly religious grandparents. His grandfather taught him that these types of things were dirty and bad, and Eli almost believed him.
However Eli's mother had more liberal beliefs when it came to intimacy. She told him it wasn't wrong, and that it was a beautiful thing if you let it be. But she also told him boundaries. That he shouldn't do anything he didn't want, and he should do it with someone he loved. She never specifically said what everything was, so Eli never knew much. He decided to just ignore it all, and focus on his studies and sports.
When Kai moaned Eli felt his heart skip a beat. He didn't know why, but that sound made him feel good when he heard it. this experience was all knew, along with the feelings, but he liked it. When Kai's hands moved to touch Eli's skin a shiver ran down his spine. HE was a bit surprised by the sound he made in reply. As if he was mimicking Kai. It was a new sound for both boys to hear coming from Eli.
These feelings were strong throughout Eli's body, and instead of rejecting them like he would have before, he felt himself wanting more. He didn't want to stop, but of course at some point he would realize he couldn't go all the way. No, it was too soon for the big thing. He hoped Kai would understand, Eli being completely new to this.
Kai pulled him closer, and Eli didn't mind. He didn't want any space between them right now. And then Kai moved his hand down to Eli's butt and Eli liked that, he smiled against the others lips, his fingers playing with Kai's hair, his other hand clutching at his chest, the cloth of his shirt crumpled in his hand. And then something cam over him and he pushed Kai on his back, rolling on top of him, not breaking the kiss. He deepened the kiss, wanting more and more from it, but how far could you actually kiss someone? Passion had taken over Eli's mind. He was doing what he was told to do, and followed his heart.
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Post by kai hyun park on Mar 9, 2013 1:09:48 GMT -5
Kai loved it. It was great that Eli was going along with it. He had been afraid that this might all be too much for the other guy but it seemed like it wasn't. Eli may have been new to all of this but he wasn't stopping it. He was letting it happen and that was great. Kai loved having him close like this, and feeling him, pulling him close.
Kai's eyes widened for a moment, a little surprised at getting moved. What just happened? For a split second he wondered if they were stopping but they weren't. Eli was still kissing him and he closed his eyes again, satisfied that this wasn't stopping. There was surprise and awe in him when Eli did that.
He could feel just how turned on he was, to the point where it was starting to be more than uncomfortable. It was bordering on being painful so he moved a hand open to undo his jeans quickly. He didn't need to do much more but he had to at least do that. Just for comfort. He wondered if Eli was still alright in that department. His hand moved from the guy's back, tracing over the front of his jeans. It was obvious Eli was in the same situation so Kai did him a favour and undid his jeans too. He got the button first then slid down the zipper real slow, fingers tracing over Eli's boxers as he did this.
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Post by eli yi-min jiang on Mar 9, 2013 1:49:30 GMT -5
Eli seemed to have been getting boosts of confidence, but that was slowly disappearing. He loved Kai, and he loved this feeling, but it was still...scary. He didn't know how to do anything, or how it felt. So when his pants started to make him uncomfortable, well he didn't understand. He made a small face at the feeling, but tried to ignore it.
Then Kai moved his hands and unzipped his pants, before doing the same to Eli. the sandy blonde froze. It felt...good, but the again he was very nervous. He broke the kiss and looked at Kai, his eyes said he was happy, but just a little nervous. He chewed on his lip, he needed to get one thing straight.
"Kai..I...I don't want you to get your hopes up...." His voice was quiet, he was nervous since he didn't want to upset Kai in any way. "I-I'm not ready to go all the way." He paused for a moment, looking at Kai's chest. He knew he wasn't ready for sex, but...he knew just stopping now wasn't what he wanted. "I'd...I'd be willing..to..uhm. Try...other things...though." He spoke rather shyly, but it was a sexy type of shy. He didn't know all that much of this type of thing, but he'd try for Kai. He looked up at the boy with wide innocent eyes.
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Post by kai hyun park on Mar 9, 2013 2:51:25 GMT -5
Kai stopped when Eli broke a kiss. He knew it would have gone too far. He listened as Eli spoke. He looked like he wanted this but at the same time, there was an uncertainty. Kai could understand that.
Kai just smiled at that. "That's kinda what I was thinkin," he admitted. They didn't need to go far. They were definitely not ready for that but it was perfectly fine with Kai. "We don't have to go all the way," he told him, sitting up a little to pull his shirt off before pushing Eli slowly down on the bed.
He leaned in and kissed Eli's neck, nipping at it a little then down to his shoulder while his hand moved down, sliding into his jeans. Kai had enough practice to know exactly what worked. He knew what he wanted to do to Eli and as long as the boy didn't stop him, he'd just keep going.
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Post by eli yi-min jiang on Mar 9, 2013 3:08:41 GMT -5
Relief. That's what
Eli felt. He worried at first that Kai wouldn't like that, but then again that was silly wasn't it? He knew Kai loved him, and if he loved him he wouldn't make him do something he didn't want. Eli just nodded, a smile on his face.
When Kai took his shirt of and laid Eli down, well the boys heart started to pound. He was nervous yes, but excited. Kai was starting to take control, so he didn't worry about needing to do anything just yet. He stared at Kai's body, something he'd always admired. Sure Eli had a little muscle but Kai, well Kai was just...damn.
Kai nipped and kissed his neck and shoulders and Eli sucked in a breath, closing his eyes. The boys hands hand't fully made it inside his jeans before a moan escaped his lips. Eli's eyes widened and he covered his mouth in shock. He still couldn't fathom the idea of those sounds coming from himself. But he was getting weak in the knees so to say, and could probably just melt into kai. He was nervous, but he'd let Kai go on.
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Post by kai hyun park on Mar 9, 2013 3:25:04 GMT -5
Eli moaned and it was all just more reasons for Kai to keep going. This was all amazing and Kai didn't need to go too far as long as it didn't stop completely. He knew what he wanted. What he had thought about doing for the longest time.
Kai just grinned, pulling Eli's hand away from his mouth. He liked the sounds he was making and Kai just kept going, trying to get as much of a reaction out of Eli as possible.
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Post by eli yi-min jiang on Mar 9, 2013 3:42:04 GMT -5
And so Kai did his thing, and Eli was opened up to a new world, and the two saw very different parts of each other. And yeah. For those of you who were reading this hoping to read sexy Asian boy on boy action, well sucks to be you don't it? You just got teased. They make romance novels and Redtube for that shit.
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Eli was..well..he was shocked. HE didn't know how that all felt before, but now..well now he knew why people liked that stuff. He was still breathless from it all. He fixed his pants and chewed on his lip. He looked at Kai, a deep crimson blush still on his face. "I love you." He spoke softly before going and kissing the other sweetly on the lips. He felt even more tired than he did before, but he was just glad he didn't have any narcoleptic attacks. That was something he'd have to worry about later in the future.
Eli yawned a little. H always felt tired, but not it seemed to be worse than usual. He hugged Kai and giggled. "I guess you could say that was one hell of a welcome huh?" It was a little funny..wasn't it?
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Post by kai hyun park on Mar 9, 2013 3:54:12 GMT -5
Kai was doing up his jeans trying to find where he threw his shirt, only to have Eli kiss him. He smiled at the guy. "You better," he said jokingly before turning around, arms around Eli's waist as he pulled him in real quick for another kiss.
"I'm surprised you managed to stay conscious for all of that," he said with a smile as he pulled away to find that elusive shirt. He knew enough about it to know that it was unlikely Eli would fall asleep for that but cataplexy well.. if things were too much then that was bound to happen but it didn't which was a good sign if it ever happened again then at least he'd know that Eli will most likely be conscious for all of it.
Kai grinned when he was hugged again. "Yeah, you're gonna have to go away more often," he said with a smile, if that meant more times like these then it would be fine with Kai... Then again, he did like having Eli around all the time. He moved over to check under the bed, finally finding his shirt and putting it on.
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Post by eli yi-min jiang on Mar 9, 2013 4:19:12 GMT -5
Eli giggled at Kai, kissing him back. "That goes for you too." He knew Kai loved him, and knowing that made his heart sore. Eli couldn't help but roll his eyes at the staying conscious comment. "My cataplexy doesn't occur that often...but it is something I worry about." He frowned. "I've only had a few attacks here, but only one of them was pretty scary."
Eli shook his head and laughed. "I won't have to go away for that to happen again." It was true, he liked the feelings, and though he wouldn't be doing that with Kai all the time, he'd definitely be doing it again.
When Kai put on his shirt, Eli pulled him back onto the bed, cuddling close to him. "I think it's my turn to use you as a personal heater, while I take a nap."
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Post by kai hyun park on Mar 9, 2013 4:29:40 GMT -5
"I do," Kai assured him. "Even your mom knows I do," he said with a smirk, just throwing that out there because it felt like such a long time ago now. What was it? Like last year or something.. Or maybe a little longer than that.
"What happened?" Kai asked when Eli mentioned one of the attacks being scary. How bad could it be to fall asleep? Okay, maybe there were instances where it could be very dangerous. Kai knew that quite well but Eli was still here and he looked fine.
Kai grinned at that. "Good cause I don't ever want you to leave again," he admitted. Kai didn't mind getting pulled back into the bed, especially since it was Eli doing it. Kai smirked an evil smirk at those words. "Careful," he warned, "I might not let you get any sleep," he said with that devious tone. Maybe there was be a round two.
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Post by eli yi-min jiang on Mar 9, 2013 4:42:10 GMT -5
Eli blinked and stared at Kai. "My mom? Since when?" He pouted, his mother told him everything, didn't she? "Well she's dang good at hiding that she knew." He pouted even deeper. If only he had known first!
Eli shrugged and looked away before sighing. "I was stupid..." He chewed on his lip. "I went to the pool...alone." He at Kai. "I had an attack and fell it..kind of like when we were at the beach, but I didn't have you there to grab me right away. I stopped breathing for a little bit..but someone pulled me out." It sent a shiver down his spine to think about it. "I don't think I like pools anymore."
Eli smiled. "I don't plan on leaving, so I think we're good." He gasped in fake shock when Kai said that. "You would deprive an exhausted boy the pleasure of falling asleep in his boyfriends arms? How mean." The term boyfriend wasn't really decided between the two verbally, but Kai should know that if Eli was going to let him do those kinds of things to him, well it wasn't going to be an uncommitted thing. Besides the two loved each other..so why wouldn't they be together?
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